To all My s-types

To all My s-types who have served Me over the last decade or so—

I envy you.

I envy the way you chose and continue to trust Me so completely.

The way you gave Me all of you without hesitation.

The way you looked up at Me with love and devotion in your eyes and surrender in your body.

The way you made Me feel like you would truly do anything for Me.

The way you wished to serve Me or longed for Me when you weren't in My presence. 

I envy your willingness to endure discomfort or pain for My pleasure simply to see the smirk on My face, to hear Me giggle, and or to watch My sadistic eyes and body come alive. 

It means the world to Me to know how much joy it brought you when you knew you were pleasing Me so you chose this life... you chose to be My s- type...to keep coming back over and over again throughout the years... you chose Me. you chose U/us.

I envy the way you opened yourself up so fully....entrusting Me with your deepest, darkest secrets and fantasies. You showed Me parts of yourselves the rest of the world will never earn the right to see. In your vulnerability, you offered Me truth. In your surrender, you offered Me reverence.

I am in awe of you.

I am inspired by you.

And whether you realize  it or not, you have been some of My greatest teachers and healers.

Your submission has been one of the most profound gifts I have ever received. You handed Me power willingly...sacredly...and trusted Me to hold it with intention. I did not take that lightly and never will. And as you know, it was/has been My absolute honor to use the power you gifted Me to help shape, refine, challenge, and expand you… so that you could become a better version of yourself- Not only for you, but most definitely for Me. 

For that, I thank you.

Thank you for your trust.

Your love.

Your openness.

Your bravery, your courage, your devotion. 

Thank you for simply bringing Me joy and for giving Me permission to fu*k with you and your body, especially your

Thank you for showing Me what true surrender looks like. Thank you for allowing Me to witness you so deeply...so fully...that I am now ready to embark on My own journey of submissi0n, carrying everything you have taught Me within My body...My bones...My essence.

I know some of you know that I received a session from a male D0m recently and totally celebrated Me going on this journey. For that, I thank you! 

And don’t worry…

I am still very much your D0mme. That part of Me is very much alive still and ready for you when you choose Me. 

You will please Me!

With love and lashes,